More, More, More

The eyes of all look to you, and you give them their food at the proper time. Psalm 145:15

I want more and I want it now. I sound like petulant child. But I desire more of God - to, as Bono sings, "see and touch and taste as much as a man can…" I was trying to explain my feelings on this topic to a friend but couldn't quite express it accurately through the frustrated yammering that exited my mouth.

After I hung up the phone, I opened my bible and started reading where I had left off in the Psalms, chapter 145. I came across verse 15 and laughed again at the way God often speaks so clearly through scripture.

I do know in my head that God has perfect timing, but in my heart I am feeling restless. I want it all to come faster, louder, clearer, better! I want more! I am pouting like a two year old having a temper tantrum.

Taking a step back, I just counted the word "I" 16 times in this short blog. A clue I might possibly have forgotten that it's not all about me? I hope I don't get sent to time out.